I am so ready for 2009.

This last year seems like such a bblluurr. It feels like it only started on April 1st the day that I met George, "Yes we met on-line" and "no we didn't have sex the first date." And since that day until now it has been nothing short of ecstasy, in fact it feels sorta like being on ecstasy now that I think of it. I am not saying we don't have out ups and downs but truly it is an amazing time for me. Blah BLAH BLAHH. I won't put you through such sugary crap. I had not dated for a really long time in fact I probably only had maybe 20 dates at the most (not including one night stands) my entire life even including girls. I just feel very thankful this year and can't wait to start a new year with my best friend. I hope everryone has a happy New Year!!

Ps. My sister is having a little girl due in March and she is naming her Eva Cheri' (total stripper name) and my nephew keeps calling her Eva Snake, can you say Freudian slip?

George and I @ Christmas

OK I WENT TO JIMMY SWAGGART BIBLE COLLEGE NO BIG DEAL

Wow I said it...Most of my friends and even close friends have no clue. Sometimes they even think I am an atheist the way I talk. It's not that I am embarrassed or ashamed it just opens up a can of worms and so many questions.

The first question that everyone asks is why that school? The truth is that I just wanted to be as far away from my parents as possible and that meant moving from Missouri to Louisiana and when you have such protect/overbearing/ultra-conservative/crazy/psycho parents you do anything that you can.

College albeit "JSBC" made me the man I am today. I realized that I am a gay and it also gave me room to grow and become a stronger person, especially for things to come like being disowned (oh well things happen).

He liked it! He really liked it!

Last night was a total success!! I am so darn proud of myself.... It only took 1 1/2 hours for something an experienced chef and or 5 year old could have done in 30 minutes like the recipe said lol. The only downfall with cooking is cleaning and that took an additional hour but it was all worth it.
Not only was dinner superb but also after dinner sxx was great in fact I had seconds. That took place right after the scallops and as always was wonderful.

PS, I probably won't give details of my sxx life but who knows.

It's the thought that counts?

Today my George (boyfriend) turns 35!!! The greatest day of my life, I am soo very thankful for him. I have been planning this day for weeks and I hope it turns out for him. All he wants is a nice quiet dinner for just him and I. He doesn't know that I making the hardest dinner I have ever made or have even thought of making. I normally would go to one of out local restaurants and get take out but not tonight. I am making seared jumbo scallops with a champagne-vanilla butter sauce, with roasted asparagus and grilled Caesar salad and to top it off I am making cherries jubilee flambe'. WHO AM I KIDDING!!! I am going to totally "f" it up I have no cooking skills all I can make (that is good) is grilled cheese and chicken noodle soup. This meal is way to complicated and decadent that I am sure it will turn out like hockey pucks and everything else charred. I am hoping he will think the old saying "it's the thought that counts" and not think what a looser. Hopefully I can end the night with wonderful sex and he will be overwhelmed not by my food but what we make in bed.

Does everone love Housewives of Atlanta like I do?

I love this dang show so much, this is my new drug of choice lol. From Kim's fake Barbie hair to Neenee's spicy mouth. Every week I would just get so embarrassed for them for what they were doing/saying/acting. I guess everyone has a click like they do sometimes in they're lives. I would be the token gay guy with all the plastic surgery that always blabs with Neenee except I am white younger and alot cuter and alot nicer...Hmmm I am nothing like that guy come to think of it.

The first blog of the rest of my life.

This last Friday night my Boyfriend and I went out to dinner with a single friend of ours and for the first time in a long time I felt like an outsider. I normally can fit in to any conversation any time any place, but this time I felt "so not there". Do you ever feel that way? My whole life I have always felt this way. I come from an extreme Pentecostal background in which I was basically an outcast at school work etc. and until 10-12 years ago when I came out to my family and friends did I finally feel like I was normal how f'd up is that lol. But the label "gay" was alot better then "crazy pentecostal". Getting back to Friday night, after dinner we headed to a local bar and I couldn't shake of this crazy feeling in fact I felt worse. I finally told by b/f that we needed to leave and he was cool with it and by the time we got home did I realize what the problem was, I was sick! It has been years since I have been sick at all and I had no clue that I was coming down with the flu (chills, aches,sweating...). Sunday I stayed in bed all day long and then today @ work everyone looks at me like a reject back up dancer in the video "BAD" you the one's behind Michael J. I hope this end's soon

Well this is my first posting and it wasn't that bad, talk to you all soon!!